tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-88251781261397459452024-03-14T05:52:40.510+11:00Madwomen in the atticJohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.comBlogger96125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-50452813488091214482018-12-26T07:07:00.000+11:002018-12-26T07:20:28.469+11:00Things being various <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Last night, sitting on the verandah in the dark, words of a poem came to me. Only a few of them. I couldn't remember the poet or the poem but I had inklings, and a search of the web which included the words Irish poet and snow and a few of the phrases I remembered came up with it. So now I will put it here so I won't lose it again.<br />
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Snow, by Louis MacNeice (1907-1963)<br />
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The room was suddenly rich and the great bay window was<br />
Spawning snow and pink roses against it<br />
Soundlessly collateral and incompatible<br />
World is suddener than we fancy it<br />
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World is crazier and more of it than we think,<br />
Incorrigibly plural. I peel and portion<br />
A tangerine and spit the pips and feel<br />
The drunkeness of things being various.<br />
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And the fire flames with a bubbling sound for world<br />
Is more spiteful and gay than one supposes<br />
On the tongue on the eyes on the ears in the palms of one's hands---<br />
There is more than glass between the snow and the huge roses.<br />
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What made me think of this poem? It was because of the enormousness and beauty of the night, the red star I could see, the hint of mist coming down, the silence, and the feeling I had that the world was strange and wonderful. 'World is suddener than we fancy it'.<br />
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Other nights:<br />
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When I was about three, sitting upstairs in our house in the dark looking out at the night. Everyone else downstairs. And then all hell breaks loose, and my older brother, who is meant to be minding me ( my parents have a shop, one of those old fashioned general stores that don't seem to exist any longer) has run up the stairs in the dark, slipped and broken a tooth. What were you doing by yourself up there in the dark, they asked me, and I said, nursing my darling baby. I have always liked cats, and sitting with one in the silence and the dark was preferable to the quotidian family life downstairs.<br />
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And then, much (much!) older, lying on a verandah on the floor right at the very edge because there is only a top railing, no balustrades, on a sweatingly hot North Coast night, with the darkness and a creek running far below, a potter in the worship behind me working and listening to Wilko, Spiders, ten minutes of krautrock, a dark drum on an endless beat and the bright sound of thrashing guitars.<br />
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World is crazier and more of it than we think.<br />
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And that is why my favourite writers are the modernists, who tried to put into words what it was like to be alive, the random mixture of thoughts and emotions and sense impressions, the whole strangeness and beauty of life, which comes to us all sometimes.<br />
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The drunkeness of things being various.<br />
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-27255496761312042012018-11-08T14:06:00.000+11:002018-11-08T18:08:43.021+11:00Eve<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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At night I went outside and stood tormented under a tall crimson-limbed gum tree, its black leaves making a huge wig for my head, a wig of boomerang shaped leaves;and there I wept again, because I was young and unloved and life was unknown. </blockquote>
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When Macca came out I sat with him beside the lowering fire and heard the curlew cry in the encircling darkness, "Eo, eo, eo!" </blockquote>
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"Macca," I said, "what does that cry mean?"</blockquote>
"It is my heart," he replied sombrely.<br />
Then without a word I loved him. I chained myself to him for all my youth. I set my heart down at his feet, and it became his. To me, in reward, after a long season, came the outline of my soul.<br />
To comfort myself I made cocoa, and ate biscuits with him, but Blue heard us and, being an irritable soul, wanted to know, " Why the hell don't you eat in the daytime and be done with it?"<br />
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Eve Langley, 'The Pea Pickers' 1942<br />
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-8516511331600172302018-10-27T15:15:00.001+11:002018-10-27T15:15:17.684+11:00a reading girl<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-71046440416440848492017-02-11T09:15:00.000+11:002017-02-11T09:15:18.917+11:00My American<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Many a night that summer she left Dr Archie's office with a desire to run and run about those quiet streets until she wore out her shoes, or wore out the streets themselves; when her chest ached and it seemed as if her heart were spreading all over the desert. When she went home, it was not to go to sleep. She used to drag her mattress beside the low window and lie awake for a long while, vibrating with excitement, as a machine vibrates from speed. Life rushed in upon her through that window - or so it seemed. In reality, of course, life rushes from within, not from without. There is no work of art so big or so beautiful that it was not once all contained in some youthful body, like this one which lay on the floor in the moonlight, pulsing with ardour and anticipation.</blockquote>
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Willa Cather, <i>The Song of the Lark</i> (1915)<br />
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The last few weeks have been filled with the madness and terror of the ascension of the new President of the United States, whose name shall not enter the attic.<br />
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At the same time that I was reading with horror of each new day of madness, I was reading Willa Cather's <i>The Song of the Lark. </i>The experience was like diving into a cool pool. This portrait of the artist as a young woman, not a writer, but a singer, and the descriptions of the desert places where she grew up, and her time living in a cave once lived in by ancient cliff dwelling people, the wisdom and the intelligence of the writing which is so graceful and natural it seems not merely written but spun from the stuff of the earth itself, is a reminder that America does not need to be made great again.<br />
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It has always been great, from the culture of the indigenous peoples to the work of its great artists like Willa Cather.</div>
Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-36860387467274462832017-01-27T07:22:00.001+11:002017-01-27T07:28:05.382+11:00' I prefer gardening'<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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In May 1938 Eleanor drew plans for a workroom for herself in the garden.<br />
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When it was completed, Reference books on Australian history sat on her bookshelves. There was<br />
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"another cupboard above for cups and saucers and loaf sugar ... And a tea caddy and some biscuits, so that I can occasionally invite a specially select and favoured visitor to afternoon tea or supper. And a window box all around my bow window. And two brown boronias outside my front door. I covet a brass door-knocker, but as the one great salient point of the whole thing is that nobody is ever to knock upon pain of death, I think I shall have to do without it."<br />
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From 'Eleanor Dark: A Writer's Life', by Barbara Brooks (1998)<br />
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Eleanor and Eric Dark's house, Varuna, has been a writers residence since the early 1990s, generously gifted to Australian writers by their son Mick. I spent a couple of weeks there in 1993, where I finished a novel, 'The Serpentine Belt'. Not in Eleanor's workroom in the garden, but in a sunroom off the large bedroom at the top of the house which had been theirs. I have rarely worked or slept as well. And no one was allowed to disturb those of us who worked there.<br />
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Eleanor would have approved.<br />
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But now, it is those brown boronias I'd like to ask her about, if she were still alive. Two outside the door is a nice touch. Brown boronias have the most beautiful scent of any plant, for those of us who are able to smell them, and not everyone can. They are from Western Australia, and are notoriously difficult to grow.<br />
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Before I read this biography of Eleanor Dark recently, I had planted two brown boronias myself, on a retaining wall outside our dining room, where wide French doors open the room to the garden. They were flowering when I put them in, and have not yet been through a winter and into another flowering season. But I'm taking care with them, mulching them well and surrounding them with rocks to keep the roots cool.<br />
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And impulsively, I bought another recently, one not in flower, which is on another wall outside the kitchen window. If all goes well, heavenly scent will waft through the back of the house in spring.<br />
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I read that Eleanor hated housework, and would rather be gardening. I concur. And so I would like to ask her how the brown boronias went( they are short lived, only about five years at best), but did they thrive and flower during that time?<br />
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I met Eleanor once, when I was about 19, in 1970. She was fifty years older. It was at a meeting of the Federation of Australian Writers, in Sydney, where I went, only once, with someone I knew casually. I got up that night and read a futuristic, intense story I'd written and had published as a teenager. When I sat down, a woman sitting behind me leaned forward to introduce herself. ' Hello, I'm Eleanor Dark,' she said. <br />
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Oh. The author of The Timeless Land, I thought, overwhelmed by meeting a Famous Writer. I probably said nothing sensible. She was a formidable woman. Writer, socialist, feminist, conservationist, socially and politically aware far ahead of her times. In the 1970s, we were just catching up with the kind of ideas she put forward in her books.<br />
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Now, I might say, I am SO delighted to meet you. Now, about your brown boronias ...<br />
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-85095887505197823952016-02-19T15:06:00.000+11:002016-02-19T15:09:12.350+11:00This compost<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I turned the compost heap over yesterday. It was beautiful, dark and rich and as sweet as a good fruit cake. Full of life, too, earthworms and slaters, which scurried away from the light( sorry, little slater). It was a slow, quiet, meditative job for me.<br />
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And as I do, I thought of the great compost poem by Walt Whitman, and went to seek it out.<br />
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Now I am terrified at the Earth, it is that calm and patient,<br />
It grows such sweet things out of such corruptions,<br />
It turns harmless and stainless on its axis, with such endless successions of diseas'd corpses,<br />
It distils such exquisite winds out of such infused fetor,<br />
It renews with such unwitting looks its prodigal,annual, sumptuous crops,<br />
It gives such divine materials to men, and accepts such leavings from them at last.<br />
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' this compost' by Walt Whitman, from Leaves of Grass, the 1892 deathbed edition<br />
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A tale of black turtle beans:<br />
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A week or two ago I went to buy black turtle beans from the food co op. At the cashier, I said, why do I feel no confidence when these organic beans are from China.<br />
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He agreed.<br />
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Not even the Chinese want to eat food from China, I went on. Look at baby formula.<br />
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He explained that the supplier had changed the source, and they were stuck with them. If I were you, he said, I'd buy the regular ones from the USA. A lot of customers weren't happy with the Chinese ones.<br />
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Oh. I hadn't seen them, I said, so he showed me where they were, and I changed them.<br />
On the way home I reflected that there wasn't much of the earth left where the soil was untainted. I even have doubts about the soil in Australia ( and in truth I'm not that fussed on buying organic food anyway).<br />
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Whitman's poem is about how the earth takes all our sickness and corpses, and corruption, and cleanses them. It's a feeling you could only have in the nineteenth century. Now, I feel we are overwhelming the world, burdening it with so much that it can't recover.<br />
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Anyway, today<br />
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Today I put the compost around the the strawberries, and the raspberry bush, and the blackberry. I gave some to the chard, and the lemon and lime trees. Everything likes compost.<br />
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-25927567326131980782015-10-06T13:55:00.000+11:002015-10-06T14:07:24.607+11:00One dragon's dream<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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What to give a new grandchild?<br />
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New copies of books his father liked was my decision.<br />
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One dragon had a dream<br />
That two turkeys teased him,<br />
Three tigers told him off<br />
And four frogs seized him.<br />
Five cranky kangaroos hopped around and fenced him in<br />
Six stern storks tried him and sentenced him<br />
Seven slippery seals off to jail they juggled him<br />
Eight great elephants in balloons they smuggled him<br />
Nine nimble numbats sewed him up with three<br />
Then a team of ten turtles towed him home to bed.<br />
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The entire text of ' One Dragon's Dream', by Peter Pavey<br />
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Even almost thirty years later, I can still recite the whole text, though for some reasons seals have been changed to 'sea lions'.<br />
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The illustrations are baroque in their detail, and, as a counting book, you have to search for a number of objects that accord with the number of animals. This becomes delightfully complicated. Where is that last platypus? Or button.<br />
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This Australian book is subtly Australian in its content. Certainly, there are kangaroos and numbats, but there are also tigers and storks, and a dragon.<br />
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I think most book creators insert personal references for their own entertainment. In this case, on the page with three tigers, there are three signposts pointing to Kooweerup, Mount Eccles, and another place in Victoria whose name I can't remember, as I am writing this without the book to hand, sitting in the shade in a park in Blackheath, with the smell of spring blossom all around.<br />
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Peter Pavey, the author information tells us, is now a walnut farmer in Victoria. I think it perfectly reasonable that after writing one brilliant book, and another one or two, one should retire and do something else entirely.<br />
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Also for the as yet unnamed little boy:<br />
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Each Peach Pear Plum, By Janet and and Alan Ahlberg, which is a favourite of his cousin Ellie<br />
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The elephant and the Bad baby, by Elfrida Vipont, with illustrations by Raymond Briggs<br />
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Mr Gumpy's Outing, by John Burningham<br />
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And for Ellie, just because it it nice to send a new book, The Terrible Plop, by Ursula Dubosarsky, illustrated by Andrew Joyner.</div>
Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-76012019536535557572015-09-01T13:58:00.002+10:002015-09-03T10:18:06.611+10:00My place<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Today's the first day of spring. I've just spent my first full winter in the Blue Mountains. In our garden the first bulbs are already out, muscari, or grape hyacinth, a couple of jonquils, and a little blue flower I can't identify. None of these were planted by us; they are the legacy of a ninety year old house.<br />
There is a huge old Japanese maple in the back yard, with the smallest of budding leaves.<br />
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But up north, where I lived almost forty years, I know the magnolia in our previous garden will be gloriously flowering. Here, our newly planted magnolia is only showing the smallest of new buds, leaf or flower I can't tell. In the north, the irises will be already in full flower, while the ones I brought with me have not even budded. The hippeastrum will have produced enormous bright red blooms. We have different flowers here. The English violets I brought with me have never looked so good.<br />
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Spring comes later here, where it is further south, and higher up.<br />
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When I first arrived here, everything seemed strange. I read an interview with the American poet Gary Snyder, and wondered where my place was.<br />
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Interviewer: ...do you think that sense of place is primary for the poetry?<br />
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Snyder:<br />
Not in any simple or literal way. More properly I would say it's a sense of what grounding means. But place has an infinite scale of expansion or contraction. In fact, if somebody asks me now, " what do you consider to be your place?" My larger scale answer is, " my place on earth is where I know most of the birds and the trees and where I know what the climate will be right now, and where I have spent enough time to know it intimately and personally." So that place for me goes from around Big Sur on the California coast all the way up the pacific coast through British Columbia, through southeast Alaska, out through southwest Alaska, out onto the Aleutian chain, and then comes down into Hokkaido and the Japanese islands, and goes down through Taiwan. Now that's the territory I have moved and lived in and that I sort of know. So that's my place.<br />
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Gary Snyder, from ' Beat Writers at Work' edited by George Plimpton. The Harvill Press, 1999<br />
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More recently since coming here, I realised that though the cold climate gardens favoured by Blackheatheans are foreign to me, the plants of the native bushland are not.<br />
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I spent my youth in Sydney, which begins at the foot of the mountains where I'm now living. Then, I was very familiar with the Sydney sandstone heath country that surrounds the city in the National Parks, and the bushland where I live now is almost identical. So that when I go into the bush ( as we in Australia like to call our wild country) , only a stroll really from where I live, I meet many of my old friends and I know them by name. There I can meet dampiera stricta, a shy wild flower dwelling close to the ground, and the various acacias, or wattle trees, and banksias, and eriostamen, and epacris. A new friend is epacris reclinata, which reclines over rocks, with its small, red tube shaped flowers. Almost all the flowers in the Australian bush are small and non spectacular, so knowing them is good training for noticing the beauty in small things.<br />
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I think now that this is also my place.<br />
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-17838561330182579182015-07-24T14:05:00.001+10:002015-07-24T14:06:24.782+10:00Sylvia Plath<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
There hasn't been much music in the attic lately. Hasn't been much of anything, though I'm still reading and listening. (The attic is now, strictly speaking, a library. I've become a Luddite, and my only access to the net is now an iPad, which I take to the library for their wi fi. I sit here scribbling away privately like some latter day Jane Austin, with people coming in and out. It's a small library, just two small rooms, here at Blackheath.)<br />
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This week I went to see Ryan Adams at the Sydney Opera House, and the experience was sublime. Two hours of rapture. I have his latest album, 'Live at Carnegie Hall', and I suspected that at one point he would sit down at the piano and sing 'Sylvia Plath.'<br />
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I wish I had a Sylvia Plath<br />
Busted tooth and a smile<br />
And cigarette ashes in her drink<br />
The kind that goes out and then sleeps<br />
for a week<br />
The kind that goes out on her<br />
To give me a reason, for well, I dunno<br />
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Chorus:<br />
And maybe she'd take me to France<br />
Or maybe to Spain and she'd ask me to<br />
dance<br />
In a mansion on the top of a hill<br />
She'd ash on the carpets<br />
And slip me a pill<br />
Then she'd get me pretty loaded on gin<br />
And maybe she'd give me a bath<br />
How I wish I had a Sylvia Plath<br />
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And she and I would sleep on a boat<br />
And swim in the sea without clothes<br />
With rain falling fast on the sea<br />
While she was swimming she'd be<br />
winking at me<br />
Telling me it would be okay<br />
Out on the horizon and fading away<br />
And I'd swim to the boat and I'd laugh<br />
I gotta get me a Sylvia Plath.<br />
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(Repeat chorus)<br />
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I wish I had a Sylvia Plath<br />
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It's better with the music ...<br />
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You'll find it on the album titled 'gold' and other of his albums</div>
Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-62171761924376211222015-06-19T13:48:00.000+10:002015-06-19T13:48:43.477+10:00The poetry of kitchens<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I'm trying to love my new kitchen.<br />
It has a wobbly floor, an old hopper window, the brown painted frame all scratched and worn, and mouldy in parts. The view is of a straggly, almost leafless fuchsia, and our neighbour Bill's tall green colourbond fence. I stoop there at the ancient kitchen sink, my hands sunk in suds.<br />
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The walls are an unattractive yellowy browny pale green. There is an old brick chimney, in which sits our brand- new stove. We have put up makeshift open shelves for cups and herbs, and have an old tall bookshelf along one wall for putting kitchen things. There are some saucepans and plastic things in three cardboard boxes atop a card table jammed in one corner.<br />
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The only nice feature is the pressed-metal ceiling. When we tear this kitchen down, after all danger of a late spring snow has passed, this is the only part we will salvage, perhaps using part of it as a splash back above the benches. It will be a quotation from the old kitchen, a nod towards its history in this 1920s house.<br />
I've been trying to see the beauty in this kitchen, because after all, most of my favourite poems are about things that people would find unremarkable, or ugly. I'm thinking about the white chickens and the red wheelbarrow of William Carlos Williams, and his broken green glass between the walls of the hospital. I'm thinking of my own Sophie, from My Candlelight Novel, who wanted a poetry of kitchens. I can't quote from her as the book is still packed away somewhere in our recently- moved-into house, but I remember she wanted a poem about the squalor of under-the-sink.<br />
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Ah, the squalor of under the sink! I know it well. The only thing I will put there are a few cleaning things, ironic, as I regard it as too squalid for anything else.<br />
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But we have put up posters to cheer the place up. A Chagall, ('Paris through the Window')', a dance poster from Sydney in the 1970s( a parody taken from Delacroix 's Liberty leading the masses), one for the Ray Price Quintet, and one of our own ( in my period as a member of the Without Authority poster group) urging people to deface tobacco billboards.<br />
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And I have my life size chook made by our friend John Waters on the mantelpiece, my collection of old China Easter egg cups, and my collection of tiny cats. And of course, some cat bowls for my real cat, Louis.<br />
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So it is quite a homely kitchen, despite its inconvenience and dilapidation, and one day perhaps I will write a poem to it.<br />
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-54194035128134622712015-04-30T11:10:00.000+10:002015-04-30T11:18:41.891+10:00His vine-covered printing house worked overtime <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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You know how it is when you like a book so much that you don't want to finish it.<br />
This is how I felt about Sylvia Beach and the Lost Generation, by Noel Riley Finch. I it has taken me weeks to read it, an almost deliberate policy of slow reading.<br />
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Sylvia Beach, as many of you will know, was an American woman who lived all her adult life in Paris, and who founded the bookshop Shakespeare and Company in 1919.<br />
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She is also known as the publisher of James Joyce's Ulysses, in 1922, when no American or English publisher was willing to do so. Parts of the book had been published in a little magazine in America, and the publishers were charged with obscenity. In England, Joyce's patron, Harriet Shaw Weaver, was willing to publish it, but could not find a printer, because they would also be charged with obscenity.<br />
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So Sylvia took it on. She wasn't a publisher as such, but ran a bookshop and lending library. But she was the perfect person to publish Ulysses. She's believed that Joyce should be free to complete the book in the way he wanted to, and to is end allowed him an infinite number of proofs. In all, about a third of the length of the book was written on the page proofs, as Joyce improvised and elaborated on what he had already written.<br />
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The printer was M Maurice Darantiere, situated in Dijon, a town 150 miles southeast of Paris, known for mustard, and now, Ulysses.<br />
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When he received proofs, Joyce gave them to various literary friends, asking for suggestions and associations to keep his text growing:<br />
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No book has ever been written in this way. His encyclopaedic expansion sometimes took him through six or eight galleys. His appetite for proofs was insatiable, Sylvia thought. ' Every proof was covered with additional text... Adorned with Joycean rockets and myriads of stars guiding the printers to words and phrases and lists of names, all around the margins.'<br />
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.... At first Darantiere cautioned Sylvia: " M Darantiere warned me that I was going to have a lot of extra expense with those proofs. He suggested I call Joyce's attention to the danger of going beyond my depth, perhaps his appetite for proofs might be curbed. But no, I wouldn't hear of such a thing. Ulysses was to be as Joyce wished, in every aspect." If 'real' publishers followers did her example, she says later, " kit would be the death of publishing. My case was different,"<br />
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That Ulysses is the kind of book it is is down to Sylvia Beach. No other publisher would have allowed Joyce that kind of freedom. Just as well she wasn't a 'real' publisher.<br />
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In a little less than ten years she was to publish eleven editions of Ulysses, until the book was able to be published in America and Britain. Not only that, she acted as Joyce's agent and banker, found the family accommodation, carried out the large number of tasks Joyce suggested to promote the book, and generally assisted in his life.<br />
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After a decade, the association and friendship faded. Sylvia's suffered various setbacks and did not change the energy to keep the Joyce machine going.<br />
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But her bookshop continued as a centre of the literary arts in Paris, along with Sylvia's friend and partner Adrienne Monnier's own French language bookshop across the way. She did much to promote American literature in France, and the writers who became members of her bookshop and friends include Hemingway, Scott Fitzgerald, Ezra Pound, William Carlos Williams. Even Emma Goldman called in on her way through Paris.<br />
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The heyday of the shop was in the twenties. Then came the great crash, and the Second World War. Through the hard times friends rallied round and kept the bookshop afloat, but in 1941, when Paris as occupied by he Nazis and he shop was to be imminently raided, Sylvia closed the shop and hid all the books.<br />
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The shop never opened again. But Sylvia Beach continued to enjoy writing and writers, continuing to promote literature. She die at the age of 75 in 1962.<br />
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And so my time with this energetic, witty woman, who did so much for writers and writing has come to an end. Before I finished it, I began that sad task of finding another book to read. I have plenty to read, but what?<br />
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I drew from the bookshelf The Vivisector, by Patrick White, and the Uncollected writings of Stevie Smith ( now presumably collected in this volume). But my heart and mind as still with Sylvia beac, in Paris in he 20s and 30s.<br />
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Of course, there is still re- reading ....<br />
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-8231655963540165972014-11-19T11:15:00.003+11:002014-11-19T11:35:55.484+11:00Leaving the attic<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Of Emma Goldman I have only the slightest memory. To me, she was just a dowdy woman who did not know how to get along with children. She loved them and wanted to make friends, but like people who spook horses she had the wrong sort of aura.</blockquote>
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Kenneth Rexroth, <i>An Autobiographical Novel</i><br />
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(Rexroth had met Emma Goldman when he was a child.)<br />
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I bought this book in Wentworth Falls in January this year and am only just getting round to reading it.<br />
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It would have been nice to get her impression of him.<br />
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I'm nursing a bung ankle and packing up my house. There are no longer any books or shelves in the attic, and this book by Rexroth is one of a few left in the remaining un-packed bookshelf. You need to leave yourself <i>something</i> to read. I spend my time packing up crockery, lying on an unmade bed reading, and generally enjoying the squalor of a house being dismantled to go elsewhere.<br />
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The bung ankle comes, I think, (for I don't remember doing it) from stumbling on a walk around town with my friend Faye, who wanted to do the walks that Sophie did in <i>My Candlelight Novel.</i><br />
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So we started at the house I called Samarkand in that book, and went down the path under the tunnel of figs and then to the bridge with Planet Music on the corner, and across the river to the Winsome and down Wotherspoon street. It was Faye who first introduced me to Wotherspoon Street, a shabby, treed, wonderful enclave of old houses. We went to the park where Sophie slept the night, and Faye quoted me bits of the book I'd forgotten because she'd just been reading it in preparation for our walk.<br />
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After a rest at a cafe we did another of Sophie's walks, on the day she was feeling grumpy and disgruntled, and Faye saw the stone lions at the entrance to the park near the railway station, because she'd never been there before on foot, only passed it in a car.<br />
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Faye was the person who took me up the tower of the Catholic Cathedral in Lismore, which I later put into <i>Mahalia, </i>and when I needed to look at things through a microscope (for <i>A Charm of Powerful trouble</i>) she set it all up and showed me pond water and potato starch and other ordinary extraordinary things. She's one of those people who often say things that go into one of my books.<br />
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I don't know when I'll get to the attic again. I mean this virtual attic. And in a little over two weeks I'll be leaving this attic too, where I wrote some of my books (the others written in a room overlooking the creek.) End of an era.<br />
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Moving house for the first time in 25 years is stressful. Friends keep ringing me to see how I'm doing (because Underground Man is currently 700 km or so away looking for a place for us to rent), and calming me down, telling me to drink wine in the evenings, take valium when necessary, clear my head of negative thoughts and think of the long view.<br />
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Maybe I'll be back after I move. Or maybe not. But for the moment, the madwoman is definitely in the attic, and she is as mad as all get out, and that's the way things should be.<br />
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-63845403117378443282014-09-25T09:14:00.000+10:002014-09-25T09:14:23.673+10:00Travel companions<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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[....] Charles hated flying. He hated the whole business - the queues, the claustrophobia, the take-off, the sound of the wheels retracting, the bullying music, the seat belts, the staff's psychotic switching from servility to contemptuous indifference. It was bad enough setting off to somewhere reasonable, like Paris or New York or Los Angeles. But Baldai - no, crazy.</blockquote>
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In a fortnight I'm setting off to somewhere reasonable - Frankfurt, to the Book Fair - but I'm going much further than Charles is: Paris, New York or Los Angeles from London. Pah! And I hate flying. It's the reason I haven't been to Europe for well over 30 years. I think. Sometimes I think that I merely found staying at home writing and reading and gardening interesting enough.<br />
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My trip will involve leaving Wongavale (somewhere quite unreasonable) to arrive at the Gold Coast in time for an earlyish flight. Then after an unreasonably long wait at Sydney(due to the BA/Qantas thing) I leave for Heathrow, and from there to Frankfurt. I'm not even counting up the time.<br />
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Once I was young and had so much more orientation and I could talk with nervous intelligence about everything and with clarity and without as much literary preambling as this; in other words this is the story of an unself-confident man, at the same time of an egomaniac, naturally, facetious won't do - just to start at the beginning and let the truth seep out, that's what I'll do -. It began on a war summernight - ah, she was sitting on a fender with Julien Alexander who is ... let me begin with a history of the subterraneans of San Francisco ...</blockquote>
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After the doctor performed the last shock treatment of the morning he used to go with Matron Glass and Sister Honey for morning tea in Sister's office where he sat in the best chair brought in from the adjoining room called the "mess-room" where visitors were sometimes received. Dr. Howell drank from the special cup which was tied around the handle with red cotton to distinguish the staff cups from those of the patients, and thus prevent the exchange of diseases like boredom loneliness authoritarianism. Dr. Howell was young catarrhal plump pale-faced (we called him <i>Scone</i>) short-sighted sympathetic overworked with his fresh enthusiasm quickly perishing under concentrated stress, like a new plane that is put in a testing chamber simulating the conditions of millions of miles of flying and in a few hours suffers the metal fatigue of years.</blockquote>
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Ginsberg: [...] You have many writers who have preconceived ideas about what literature is supposed to be, and their ideas seem to exclude that which makes them most charming in private conversations. Their faggishness, or their campiness, or their neurasthenia, or their solitude, or their goofiness, or their - even- masculinity, at times. Because they think that they're gonna write something that sounds like something else that they've read before, instead of sounds like them. Or comes from their own life. In other words, there's no distinction, there should be no distinction between what we write down, and what we really know, to begin with. As we know it every day, with each other. And the hypocrisy of literature has been - you know like there's supposed to be formal literature, which is supposed to be different from ... in subject, in diction and even in organization, from our quotidian inspired lives.</blockquote>
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I could make no better description of the books of Jack Kerouac and Janet Frame than Ginsberg's words, as quoted above.<br />
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With companions like these, I think I'll travel well.<br />
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-27765422364319966482014-09-18T09:00:00.000+10:002014-09-18T09:57:17.954+10:00Power in the Darkness<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I've just finished reading it, and found it almost obscenely entertaining. But I can see why I threw it out. My younger self (and I'm talking almost 30 years ago) would have found the lives of these three friends who met at Cambridge rather too drearily middle-class and a bit pretentious, especially Liz, a Harley Street psychotherapist. Alix I remember identifying with - she and her husband get by on piecemeal teaching work, subject to budget cuts and change of government policy. Esther, an art historian who also manages to survive on scraps of work is recognisable to me now.</div>
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<i>Radiant Way</i> begins before a New Year's Eve party held by Liz and Charles Headleand, at the beginning of the 1980s. Liz is in her room getting ready. One of her teenage daughters is in her room listening to the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tom_Robinson_Band"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">Tom Robinson Band</span></a>: 'The Winter of '79'.</div>
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<i> The Radiant Way</i> trilogy is set in the Thatcher years - it is personal and political, rambling, sometimes rather incredible (there is someone in Harrow beheading young women, and rather coincidentally he turns out to be the quiet young man living upstairs from Esther; and he kills one of the young female offenders Alix used to teach, and leaves the head on the front seat of Alix's car which she had to leave overnight because the tyres were slashed.) Sorry for the bad syntax.</div>
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There is a strong sense of the travails of life, the importance of family, for good or ill (largely ill), the turns that individual lives take, the effect of politics on one's life (or not), and the way the past is never really past. I found it this time very life-like, though I don't think I have any murdering beheaders in my vicinity. </div>
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-18916133996676278642014-08-07T09:59:00.002+10:002014-08-07T10:11:47.586+10:00And now, Jean Louis<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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How many cats are named after Jack Kerouac?<br />
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Two, at least. After finding the kitten that became known as <a href="http://madwomenintheattic.blogspot.com.au/2014/04/jack.html"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">Jack</span></a> in New Zealand it was only a matter of time before another cat found me.<br />
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It was a Facebook romance. I first saw him on the page of the<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"> </span><a href="https://www.facebook.com/pages/Animal-Rights-and-Rescue-Group/109591692443650"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">Animal Rights and Rescue group</span></a> and gasped with recognition. <i>That's my cat,</i> I said.<br />
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Which was odd, as he wasn't really my kind of cat at all. He was a tiny kitten, mostly white, with black blotches. The cats I really love are often striped, and older.<br />
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But love is strange (as I'm discovering through reading <i>The Sorrows of Young Werther</i>).<br />
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I read on Facebook that the kitten (called 'Bubba', presumably because he was so tiny) was to travel from the town of Grafton to Lismore so that he could be adopted by someone. And I happened to be at the Animal Rights and Rescue no-kill shelter in Lismore the day he arrived, transported from Grafton by a lovely volunteer named Lynda, who was also bringing a dog named Jazz to meet her prospective owners.<br />
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'That little kitten's eyes are popping out of his head', she said, and uncovered the towel from his cage, still on the front seat of her car. I saw a tiny, enormous-eyed kitten cowering there. He was taken into the cat area and put into a roomy pen, tall enough for people to go in and pat him, and fed and watered. He was too stressed to eat, but found his way into a hammock hanging at human chest height.<br />
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I was at the shelter to research a 'day in the life of' story about it. This well-run no-kill shelter is run entirely by donations and volunteers. I had volunteered to do a story free for a local free paper, so that the people of Lismore would know what a great resource they had. It's an impressive set-up. Most of the animals are fostered out, but there are dog and cat pens for needy animals and new arrivals. The group were trying to get the local council to give them money to continue operating (they take all the unclaimed dogs and cats from the Council pound, and the council hasn't had to kill an animal for years.) But frustratingly, it was a <u><i>no</i></u> from the council, and the group is now facing such pressure that they can't take any more animals at present, they are so desperately short of funds. Head over to their <a href="http://www.animalrights.org.au/"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">home page</span></a> and make a donation - every few dollars will help.<br />
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Anyway, that day I kept going back to visit the kitten, who would stand up in the hammock and nuzzle my face. He was only about 5 weeks old, found wandering by himself in the streets of Grafton.<br />
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I was dizzy with love. I'd go out to the office to observe what was going on (Jazz meeting her new family and wandering from person to person with a puzzled look on her face), and then head back to 'my' kitten. It was a no-brainer, really. I needed a cat and he needed a home.<br />
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I called him Jean Louis, which were Jack Kerouac's given names, as a link to the other kitten Jack, who would become Louis' cousin.<br />
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They let me take him home at the end of the day, saying I could foster him for a fortnight and then decide. But I knew I wouldn't be giving him back.<br />
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Since then, he has grown fast.<br />
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He's a weird, tall kitten, who sucks his tail for comfort and is woefully unsocialised, as he was separated from mother and siblings so early he thinks it's okay to attack my feet.<br />
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-43603650976000016172014-07-10T10:38:00.001+10:002014-07-10T14:50:25.820+10:00...holding a cat<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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'A Photograph of Me Holding a Cat', from <i>The Goose bath: Poems</i>, by Janet Frame (Edited by Pamela Gordon, Denis Harold and Bill Manhire)<br />
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The author photograph: most of us would rather not be there. It's the conundrum of being a writer. The work comes from an intense inner world, your natural, preferred place. But then people want to see what you look like, they want you to 'perform', and talk about the work, which should by all rights stand up for itself.<br />
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Frame described her inner world as a 'mirror city', and the imagination as the envoy from there, linking the two (hence the title of the third volume of her autobiography, <i>The Envoy from Mirror City). </i>Or as the place 'two inches behind the eyes', as the painter Malfred Signal thought of it in Frame's novel <i>A State of Siege.</i><br />
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Janet Frame's cats: I went looking for pictures on the net. I knew from Michael King's Biography that she had at least two: Neg (or Negative - she was a white cat) whom Frame had for 15 years, and then Penny. And then there were numerous cats and kittens from her childhood and adolescence.<br />
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But Janet Frame later. Here are some of my other favourite writers, holding a cat.<br />
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From the cover of <i>The Portable Jack Kerouac</i>, edited by Ann Charters.<br />
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Name of cat unknown. Jack <a href="http://madwomenintheattic.blogspot.com.au/2014/04/jack.html">loved his little kitties</a>. And look at the expression on both their faces. I think it's the gentlest, most humble picture I've ever seen of him.<br />
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Old VS and I go back a long way - well over 30 years. At first, all I knew about him was his writing - the style he said he wanted to be so limpid that no one would notice it. And then, the more I read about him, I found that he was grumpy, <a href="http://theguardian.com/books/2011/jun/02/vs-naipaul-jane-austen-women-writers">monstrously egotistic, sexist ...</a><br />
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But then there's this photo on the cover of one of his later books. Almost forgiven, VS. You look almost human - a little uncertain of yourself. Playing second fiddle to a cat, that's why. You know that everyone will ignore you and go <i>Awwww - what a beautiful cat. </i>I bet that cat could write better than Jane Austen, too. If it's a boy.<br />
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<b>Haruki Murakami</b><br />
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I read somewhere that he said it was a happy day for him when he met a cat. And it was cats that drew me to his work - a black cat on the cover of <i>Kafka on the Shore</i>, and in the blurb it mentioned an old man who talked to cats. I know a lot of people talk to cats (I for one), but this man really did - and they talked back.<br />
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Take your pick: There's a picture of Murakami with a black cat:<br />
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That kitten looks like it wants to escape.<br />
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<b>And at last, Janet Frame</b><br />
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I went searching the net for pictures of Janet Frame with cats and found this, at <a href="http://slightlyframous.blogspot.co.nz/2011/04/writers-and-their-cats.html">the blog of Pamela Gordon</a>, who is Frame's niece and literary executor.<br />
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Thank you to Pamela for permission to use this photo she took of her aunt towards the end of her life, with her cat Chilli, who outlived her.<br />
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This is a really lovely photo of a writer with her cat. Unposed, they are both completely themselves, unaware of the camera, comfortably in their own worlds.<br />
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-46522963917317007962014-07-03T10:32:00.001+10:002014-07-03T12:17:40.652+10:00Read Owls Do Cry<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<b>With You</b><br />
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<b>(To Janet Frame)</b><br />
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Can you hear me Whangaparaoa?<br />
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Listen to your seas, listen to your tides,<br />
To the moon pulling the deep.<br />
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I am there, under the waters,<br />
In the winds, in the leaf that sighs.<br />
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I am there, sleeping in the rocks,<br />
Under the houses, below the promontories.<br />
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I am the sea, I am the wind,<br />
Everything and nothing, with you.<br />
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Charles Brasch, from <i>Wrestling With the Angel, a life of Janet Frame</i>, by Michael King, (2000)<br />
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Charles Brasch wrote this poem virtually on his death bed to Janet Frame, who was at that time living in Whangaparaoa. I've just finished reading, for the second time, Michael King's biography of her, written and published while she was still alive (she died in 2004, at the age of 80).<br />
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It's one of the best biographies I've read, along with David Marr's biography of Patrick White. For me, the biography of a writer should answer this question: Where did the writing come from?<br />
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Recently, I've also read the three book volume of Frame's autobiographies, comprising <i>To The Is-Land, An Angel at My Table, and Envoy From Mirror City, </i>which only take her life up to her return to NZ from 'overseas' (Britain, Europe, the US) in 1964.<br />
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I'm now reading<i> Living in the Maniototo</i>, which must be one of the most enjoyable, funny, clever and revealing books about writing that there is. (And in fact, if you look <a href="http://dovegreyreader.typepad.com/dovegreyreader_scribbles/2010/04/living-on-the-maniototo-janet-frame.html">here</a>, there is an interesting discussion of this book, which says everything I should have said if I wasn't suffering from kitten brain*.)<br />
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In February, just before I went to New Zealand for the first time I read <i>Owls Do Cry</i>, her first novel. I have read it before, over 30 years ago. Both were library copies, but I now have my own. Text Publishing have just issued it in the Classics series (with an introduction by Margaret Drabble: double delight!).<br />
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I'm not going to say anything about it, just echo what a friend of mine, a poet, said to me urgently in the 1970s.<br />
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'Read Owls Do Cry, by Janet Frame,' was all he said, without explanation. I can still see him saying it.<br />
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It stuck in my mind.<br />
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And you do need no explanation to read Janet Frame. Just do it, and it's self-evident.<br />
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* kitten brain: similar to having had a baby. The floor is littered with toys, the house is in disarray and the small one won't leave you a moment alone to think, let alone type. </div>
Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-85884121202536662922014-05-15T10:19:00.000+10:002014-05-15T14:20:08.331+10:00In which we achieve victory (for now)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Sometimes a hermit has to leave the attic, and I have been absent for some time.<br />
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The attic (and it is real, with a ladder to it, and dormer windows, and all) lies in a valley in northern NSW. And just one valley over, as the crow flies, lies Bentley, the site for several months now of a protest camp (Camp Liberty), to stop exploratory drilling for coal seam gas.<br />
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This dirty, unwelcome industry would pollute our land and water, and the people of the northern rivers have gathered together in an overwhelming show of support against it.<br />
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Go to the <a href="https://www.facebook.com/CsgFreeNorthernRivers"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">Facebook page</span></a>, and see what's been going on.<br />
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Everyone was bracing for an 800-strong contingent from the NSW Riot Squad due next Monday or Tuesday. Now, with the gas company Metgasco's application to drill suspended, and an investigation by the Independent Commission against Corruption into the granting of their licence, we can all breathe easy for a while. The basis of the suspension is that Metgasgo did not adequately and effectively consult with the community.<br />
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The camp is something to be experienced. Everyone coming on site has to sign up to the principles of non-violence, and acknowledge the fact that we are with permission on someone's land and will not hold them responsible for any injury we might incur. And there are people coming and going all the time, visiting, volunteering, donating (and now celebrating!). There are rosters to be on vigil at one of the various gates and lookout places, or to volunteer for the many other tasks that keep the camp running. There is such a spirit of purpose, and cooperation and friendship. And fun.<br />
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In truth, being an introvert, I did not do anywhere near as much as many of my friends did, or camp out at the site. But I did donate and volunteer to be on watch for anything untoward, and met and talked with people till I was exhausted. Spirits were high, and those on vigil were constantly plied with people coming with gifts of vegan cookies, chocolate, fruit ...<br />
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There are many beautiful and committed young people giving their all to the cause, the Simmos (people who might be in an arrestable situation) camping at the gates and ready to lock themselves in or climb the poles when the drilling rig or police arrived. And then the oldies, like my 70 plus years old friend George (who, I admit, is only a few years older than I am), who spends double shifts at the gates three times a week, and the <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><a href="http://www.knitting-nannas.com/">knitting nannas</a> </span>('The knitting nannas are cool' : Tiana (Ti), almost 16, environmentalist and future <a href="http://www.seashepherd.org.au/"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">Sea Shepherd</span></a> volunteer), and the farmers who went to Sydney to try to speak to the state Premier and many others. There is also, most importantly, a strong representation of the indigenous community. It is their land, after all, that we are all on.<br />
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Valuable lessons have been learned. The governments we presently have in Australia would have us believe that we live in an 'economy'. But we know that we live in a community - a strong, cooperative community.<br />
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Gas companies and governments who think that money rules are wrong. People who have a connection with and love and knowledge of the land, who have family and friends and an environment to protect, have the power to join together and make their voices heard.<br />
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I have been meaning to bring my old friend Emma Goldman into the attic for some time, ever since last year when I re-read my 35 year-old 2 volume Dover Edition of <i>Living My Life</i>.<br />
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She has something say about everything. Here's a quote for Camp Liberty:<br />
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"People will only have as much liberty as they have the intelligence to want and the courage to take."<br />
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-92160246933632703662014-04-03T10:28:00.001+11:002014-04-03T11:22:30.774+11:00Jack<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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[in San Francisco] ... after a night of perfect sleep in an old skid row hotel room I go to see Monsanto at his City Lights bookstore and he's smiling and glad to see me, says "We were coming out to see you next weekend you should have waited," but there's something else in his expression --- When we're alone he says "Your mother wrote and said that your cat is dead."</blockquote>
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Ordinarily the death of a cat means little to most men, a lot to fewer men, but to me, and that cat, it was exactly and no lie and sincerely like the death of my little brother --- I loved Tyke with all my heart, he was my baby who as a kitten just slept in the palm of my hand with his little head hanging down, or just purring, for hours, just as long as I held him that way, walking or sitting --- He was like a floppy fur wrap around my wrist, I just twist him round my wrist, or drape him, and he just purred and purred and even when he got big I still held him that way, I could even hold this big cat in both hands with my arms outstretched right over my head and he'd just purr, he had complete confidence in me --- and when I left new York to come to my retreat in the woods I'd carefully kissed him and instructed him to wait for me, "<i>attends pour mue kitiginoo</i>" ---</blockquote>
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Jack Kerouac, <i>Big Sur</i> ((1962)<br />
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On March 3rd (a month ago) it was a year since my own cat Bob died. The next day I left for New Zealand, and the day after we picked up a camper van and left Christchurch in pouring rain (the most torrential they'd pretty well ever had). After about two hours we pulled off the road just before the town of Geraldine for a rest, and found a kitten. Or he found us. He came towards us in a determined fashion, meowing.<br />
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He was about 8 to 10 weeks old, black with a white bow-tie and very friendly. The place was deserted with no houses about and he was obviously abandoned. I insisted we take him with us. He was damp from rain, and sat quietly on my lap and shivered while I tried to warm him with my body heat. We picked up some pouches of kitten food in Geraldine and were on our way.<br />
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There was a cat-shaped hole in me which he filled exactly. In my adult years I have never had a kitten - all my cats came to me as adults, strays of course. I always thought that kittens were a bit too unformed and uninteresting.<br />
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But this little guy had such character, determined and practical, so <i>sensible</i> for a cat so young; there was no chance of him running away. Whenever we stopped (at safe cat-friendly places), he'd go off exploring, but came back when called. Or he followed us like a dog. And when we were ready to set off on the road again, I'd say, "Come on mister! We're going!' And he'd jump in the door and settle down to travel.<br />
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Well, not always. He often wanted to sit on the driver's lap, which annoyed Underground Man no end.<br />
But if I tried to keep him still on my lap, he'd fight me. My hands were covered with scratches. I learned that I had to let him be where he wanted to be. Sometimes that was standing up on the edge of the driver's seat with front paws on the side window sill, looking out at the world rushing by. (A dangerous way to drive, I know.) Sometimes it was staggering up through the moving van and jumping up to look through the windows at the side. Thankfully he was sometimes so exhausted he'd fall asleep draped over my lap, me with one hand lightly on him so he'd know I wasn't restraining him.<br />
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What to do with a cat found in a country other than your own? Underground Man favoured dropping him off at a vet's; we discussed the possibility of there being a cat shelter in one of the bigger towns. But by the time we came to Oamaru, one such possible town, I was so attached to him I could not bear to try and off-load him. He travelled with us for three days and two nights, sleeping at the end of the bed in the van.<br />
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I had a secret hope. We were heading slowly for my sister-in-law's place. And her much-loved cat Kevin had died at the end of last year. We had talked on the phone at christmas about what a gap that leaves in your life. But would she be ready for another cat just yet?<br />
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The closer we got to her place, the more I saw how presumptuous it was to turn up with a kitten. And by the time we pulled up at her <a href="http://lindychinnery.com/"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">studio</span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"> gallery</span> in the small town of Lawrence, I was feeling positively guilty. She saw how strange I was at once, till I blurted out my secret, telling her that I didn't expect her to take him; she might be able to find a home for him with someone she knows, or if not, take him to a shelter in Dunedin next time she goes there.<br />
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But she and her partner fell in love with him almost at once, as I had. What to call him? They once had a cat named Cassady, after Jack Kerouac's companion Neal Cassady in <i>On The Road</i>, Mark's favourite book (And just about mine as well, though I think I prefer <i>Big Sur</i>).<br />
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So I suggested the name Jack. After all, he hitched a ride with us, and was a great little traveller. I so enjoyed being on the road with him.<br />
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So now there is a cat named Jack living in rural Otago, New Zealand. He's found a home for life.<br />
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Jack is a month older now, and growing quickly.<br />
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-87175794045464109442014-02-20T10:32:00.001+11:002014-02-20T10:39:38.169+11:00Letty Fox: Her Luck<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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It happened that I went out once or twice in the following week to studio parties, and fat-chewing political groups where I exhibited a foul bad temper, and hardly recognised myself; I really seemed to have Luke's spirit in me. I said what I thought he would say when tired or bored. I would come out into the streets, into the new June night, still floating with bud scales, once more bitterly unhappy, my anger raging like a fire. Is not his seed like a fire? All about him, his word, his smile, his hypocrisy, his darkness, was like a fire, and I burned because I could not tell people, I have Luke. I came home once in the morning and saw two street lovers getting together on the steps of a church; the little cigarette ends jigged in the dark and described, in arcs, their weavings and embraces. Another time, a man groaned in an areaway. I did not care. I could have passed murderers, not only men with the blue devils. I was possessed with this man. One night, about two, I walked over to the slum he lived in and, taking a hand mirror out of my purse, threw it into the window of their room on the second floor. The window was open; they were in bed inside; I heard it tinkle on the floor. There were voices. I looked up. He came to the window and looked down. He saw a woman. But what woman? He had so many women. He only knew it was one of his women because of the smashed mirror from a lady's handbag, and so did she, of course. I went back home and cried in fresh agony, thinking of the scene, the conjugal bed, the open window on the summer night, the jag of glass flying through the air, smashing on the floor, the delicate tinkle, and him leaping from bed. If only it could have planted itself in her eye, her cheek, her breast! But it just sang a little note like a mosquito and lay there on the floor of their room.</blockquote>
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Christina Stead, <i>Letty Fox: Her Luck</i> (1946)<br />
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While reading <i>Letty Fox</i> for the first time recently (and I have still not finished it), I keep wondering what I'd have thought of this novel when I was 24, the same age Letty is when she narrates her story. And I do wish I had read it then. It was certainly (just) available, having been reissued in 1974 by Angus and Robertson in their Australian Classics, with an introduction by Meaghan Morris. I was certainly aware that it was available - but what was I doing? Huddling in a shabby room in Sydney's Glebe reading Margaret Drabble and Doris Lessing and Shulamith Firestone, attempting a few scribbles of my own and finding them sadly lacking, and avoiding reading all the (patriarchal, to my mind) set texts for university.<br />
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Yes! That's what I love about Letty Fox now. It is so frank and real. I recognise myself, and women I know, in her. Yet at the age of 24, I fear I may have dismissed her because, while she had many sexual adventures (and she is very much an adventurer), she believed in love and longed to be married. It might have done me good to see that the free and easy ways of libertarian young women in the 1970s (I'm sure most of us thought we were different from women in the past) had already been charted by women in the 1930s, as this book portrays (and no doubt before then, too!)<br />
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Stead herself (born 1902) was scared of being 'left on the shelf', and to her delight wasn't, because soon after she arrived in England from Australia in her 20s, met William Blech (he later became Bill Blake), a communist businessman who had been born in America. They lived together a long time but weren't to marry till Christina was in her 50s, because his wife wouldn't give him a divorce (and I don't think he pressed her too much for one). It was complicated. Letty's father, Solander Fox, was based on Blake, and his partner, Persia, on Stead herself.<br />
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A review of<i> Letty Fox </i>in the New York Times was to bring Christina to the attention of the FBI because it 'indicated the author had an extensive knowledge of Communist matters'.<br />
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Stead, who lived almost all her life away from Australia, much of it America, was also not awarded an Australian literary grant in the 50s because of her communist connections. She and Bill were both Stalinists. (Even the intelligent were obviously deluded, even though Emma Goldman tried to tell communists what Russia was like after she'd been there soon after the Revolution.)<br />
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As well as wishing I'd read this in my 20s, I wish that newly adult women would read it now. Is Letty Fox a Young Adult Novel?<br />
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Certainly, it could be. If publishers today were brave and bold enough.<br />
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But there is certainly nothing there that would shock many young women from their late teens on, and much in it to delight them, from the frank portrayal of sex and love, to the stunningly brilliant writing. </div>
Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-34196695746675187952014-01-30T09:51:00.002+11:002014-01-30T10:07:51.055+11:00Readingalia<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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- what's that? asked Underground Man, as he came across the dead, spiky banksia leaf in our bed (our bed in a rented holiday cottage in Blackheath, which turned out not to be as good as the reviews on the cottages' own website (well, der!) made out. For a start, the unappealing-looking kitchen smelt odd, and its only window opened onto a very dodgy 'sunroom' extension at the back, so no fresh air. At the back of the kitchen a door led to a decrepit, mouldy laundry. To be fair, the washer and dryer looked decent enough, from my fleeting glimpse of them, but who would dare enter?<br />
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- It's my bookmark, I said, retrieving the banksia leaf. I had jauntily thrown Stevie Smith's novel <i>The Holiday</i> into the top of my basket as I went away on holiday, and began reading it the first afternoon, lying on a tarpaulin on the ground at Mayall Lakes, where we camped the first night. Hence the banksia leaf bookmark, which I'll keep as a memento. It will forever belong to Stevie Smith.<br />
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And then when we arrived home, UG man was thinking of reading <i>Kangaroo</i>, by DHL, and flicking through found an old bookmark (see above, next to the iconically Australian banksia leaf). This one opens up to reveal that it is from a book chain called Van Gelderen, in Amsterdam, Holland, and I'd guess that it's at least 30 years old, if not more.<br />
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He didn't read <i>Kangaroo</i>, choosing instead to read <i>An Autobiographical Novel</i>, by the American poet Kenneth Rexroth, and the bookmark ended up marking his place in that. This is a book I'd just brought home from Wentworth Falls, in the Blue Mountains, from a rather wonderful second-hand bookshop. (We stayed at another cottage there first, which was indeed all it was cracked up to be, a lovely clean, sunny, well-furnished late 1950s place with a beautiful garden. Crabapple Cottage. Do go there, and it's 'dog-friendly'. We stayed with our son and his partner and their two large dogs.)<br />
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And so bookmarks move from book to book. I especially like bookmarks that were never intended for that use. I have variously used bus tickets, airline boarding passes, the little brown pleated paper cups from chocolates, flattened out (and you can smell the chocolate on them for a long time afterwards), the paper strips surrounding a certain type of soap I buy from our heath-food shop (ditto for the smell), post-it notes, corners torn from newspapers, and the wrappers from 'feminine hygiene' products.<br />
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In used books I have bought, I've found among other things a Tokyo subway ticket (fittingly in a book by Haruki Murakami, in English but priced in yen), a business card for a Paris atelier, and what was once a perfume-sample impregnated piece of card, now with only a musty smell, in an ancient, falling-apart copy of Simone de Beauvoir's <i>Memoirs of a Dutiful Daughter</i>. I don't know where any of these have ended up - in one of our books, somewhere, or lost. Bookmarks are ephemera, to be used, discarded or left behind, or kept for their associations and memories. They remind me of the vast networks of readers, sharing books, recommending them (or not), discarding them, handing them on.<br />
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They remind me that reading a book is more than about just the book. They are about where you read them, what you were doing, and how you were feeling. And so books enter your life and become part of it.<br />
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-50695569490807414962014-01-14T10:02:00.001+11:002014-01-14T10:02:46.704+11:00Shabby old Viragos...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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From the Lifeline op shop in South Lismore (an excellent source of books, housed in a charming little former church) : Four old Viragos and a bloke.</div>
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From the Macquarie Dictionary:</div>
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<b>virago </b>[I'll leave out the pronunciation] <i>n., pl</i>. <b>-goes, gos</b>. <b>1</b>. a turbulent, violent, or ill-tempered scolding woman; a shrew. <b>2.</b> a woman of masculine strength or spirit. [ME and OE, from L: manlike woman]</div>
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So now tell me feminists have no sense of humour. Good name for a publisher of (mostly) neglected classics by women.</div>
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They are:</div>
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1. <i>Tell me a Riddle</i>, by Tillie Olsen</div>
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A new writer for me. Short stories (the title one, published in 1961, being 'one of the most famous stories in modern American fiction.)</div>
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2. Stevie Smith, <i>The Holiday, </i>first published 1949</div>
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Love her <i>Novel on Yellow Paper.</i></div>
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So with these happy thoughts in my mind, I go down to our butcher, with whom my aunt has dealt for forty years, and Mr. Montgomery the butcher gives me six ounces more than the ration books says. He is a tall thin man, looking like Charles II, he smiles as he wraps the parcel. There you are, my dear. How's mother? (for he is convinced that my aunt is my mother).</blockquote>
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My mother died when I was a child, my aunt has always lived with us, she has never wished to marry, she has 'no patience' with men (she also has 'no patience' with Hitler). She thinks men are soppy, she says: He is a very soppy man, a most soppy individual.</blockquote>
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3<i>. Emma Goldman, An Intimate Life, </i>by Alice Wexler</div>
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Late last year I re-read Goldman's excellent 2 volume autobiography,<i> Living My Life</i> (which should be brought into the attic at some stage - I've had it over 30 years, a wonderful strong old Dover publication), so I think I should let the effect of that settle before I read this. But why not have it there, just waiting to be read?</div>
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4<i>. Such Devoted Sisters: An anthology of Stories</i>, edited by Shena MacKay (1993)</div>
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How to resist this subject matter? One I've mined many times in my own novels.</div>
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And the bloke, not a Virago of course, but one of those lovely old orange Penguins, is <i>Kangaroo</i>, by D. H. Lawrence.</div>
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I <i>hated </i>him when I was a student - all that overblown stuff about men and women. But he lived in Australia for a time, in a cottage called 'Wywork' (a delightfully Australian sentiment) on the South Coast of NSW. Thirroul, if I'm not mistaken.</div>
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So here is is writing about Oz. Has to be worth a read.</div>
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-67491644159645789552013-12-18T10:35:00.004+11:002013-12-18T10:35:54.677+11:00Shelfie<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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The attic has rules. Yes!<br />
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These be the rules: No post shall be without a quotation from a book. Or a song. This time (sigh) I think the quotation has to be be from a book by moi.<br />
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Now she reads (the luxury of it!) till the small hours of the morning. Books fill the shelves that line the walls of her room; she has so many they spill over into piles on the floor and over the coffee table; they are stacked up beside the sofa, so she only has to reach out her hand and it touches a book.</blockquote>
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The books are many and various. There are new books, with clean, shiny covers and crisp pages, and there are old books, rare books, with beautiful dustjackets and intriguing inscriptions inside. Their pages are beautiful in a different way from the clean, sweet-smelling white pages of the new books - these old books have thick, cream-coloured paper, browned on the edges, some as crisp as a perfectly fried egg. They all smell different - of rich, old spices, or deep green forests, earthy and damp. They evoke long-forgotten rooms and other lives.</blockquote>
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Joanne Horniman, <i>Secret Scribbled Notebooks </i>(2004)<br />
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And so we enter the season of intense reading, where it is too hot to do anything else here in Northern NSW. Wherever you are, I wish you a festive end-of-year full of books, and a new one of happy reading.<br />
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Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-56870190174842695242013-11-27T10:19:00.001+11:002013-11-27T10:19:57.554+11:00Of attics and apples<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Do the books that writers don't write matter? It's easy to forget them, to assume that the apocryphal bibliography must contain nothing but bad ideas, justly abandoned projects, embarrassing first thoughts. It needn't be so: first thoughts are often best, cheeringly rehabilitated by third thoughts after they've been loured at by seconds. Besides, an idea isn't always abandoned because it fails some quality control test. The imagination doesn't crop annually like a reliable fruit tree. The writer has to gather whatever's there: sometimes too much, sometimes too little, sometimes nothing at all. And in the years of glut there is always a slatted wooden tray in some cool, dark attic, which the writer nervously visits from time to time; and yes, oh dear, while he's been hard at work downstairs, up in the attic there are puckering skins, warning spots, a sudden brown collapse and the sprouting of snowflakes. What can he do about it?</blockquote>
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With Flaubert, the apocrypha cast a second shadow. If the sweetest moment in life is a visit to a brothel that doesn't come off, perhaps the sweetest moment of writing is the arrival of that idea for a book which never has to be written, which is never sullied with a definite shape, which never needs be exposed to a less loving gaze than that of its author.</blockquote>
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Julian Barnes: <i>'Flaubert's Parrot'</i> (1984)</div>
Johttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08689655877873885615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8825178126139745945.post-90745552088888315882013-11-12T14:26:00.001+11:002013-11-12T14:28:11.899+11:00The cow at the creek<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Until a day or two ago it had not rained for months. There is so little feed around that the cattle belonging to a farm up the creek are getting through fences and wandering over neighbouring properties, including ours.<br />
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Today when I went down to the creek to feed the ducks, there was a large old black cow, with huge horns. As I approached, she did not run away as they always do, but looked at me wearily.<br />
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I stopped. Leisurely, she put her mouth to the water and drank and drank. It was then that I noticed she was heavily pregnant. Slowly and laboriously, she climbed the steep bank opposite and went on her way.<br />
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The people who own these cattle over-stock them. A neighbour reckons they are animal hoarders, hoarding also dogs and cats in their dozens.<br />
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People do sicken me at times, but never animals. There's a bit in a Alice Munro story where a woman has on her tombstone, 'She was kind to her chickens.'<br />
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SHE WAS KIND TO HER CHICKENS</div>
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